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I Would Love To--A Letter To Him

Posted by missophelia , 07 February 2010 · 14 views

I would love to scratch your eyes out, for every time you stared at me

I would love to rip your tongue out, for every time you stopped me from speaking

I would love to rip your hair out, for every time you grabbed and pulled my hair

I would love to rip your hands off, for every time you held me against my will

I would love to rip your body apart, slowly, piece by piece, for every time you shattered my body, my mind, and my soul

I would love to show the world what you are, for every time you humiliated me

I would love to crawl inside your body and gnaw at your insides, for every time I have thought of you, every time I have remembered you

I would love to tattoo rapist on your forehead, for every time you made me feel dirty and disgusting

I would love to scream at you for eternity, for every time I have had to hear your voice

I would love to be your nightmare, for every time you have been mine

I would love to take your rank and honor, for every time you threatened mine

I would love to take you to Hell, for every time you have sent me there

I would love to make you feel shame, disgust, pain, humiliation, filth, fear and anger
For every moment of every day that I have



i understand your anger and your pain, i'm sorry
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ForeverInTorment
Feb 08 2010 02:11 PM
Wow...powerful poem. I'm right there with you.
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missophelia
Feb 08 2010 04:15 PM
Thank you both for your kind comments. I was pretty angry when I wrote this. Somehow, putting it down in words has helped a little.

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