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Posted by missophelia , 01 January 2004 · 78 views

The aftermath of my dental appointment--

an absolutely horrible nightmare

I've been lying here for hours, just lying in bed

I don't even know what good it does to write this down

but every time I close my eyes, the nightmare replays

over and over,

and I can feel it, as though the rapes were happening to me now

so vivid, scary

sleep isn't even an option right now

I guess just mindless TV

I don't even know what I'm saying

I guess I'm just rambling



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