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an absolutely horrible nightmare
I've been lying here for hours, just lying in bed
I don't even know what good it does to write this down
but every time I close my eyes, the nightmare replays
over and over,
and I can feel it, as though the rapes were happening to me now
so vivid, scary
sleep isn't even an option right now
I guess just mindless TV
I don't even know what I'm saying
I guess I'm just rambling