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Posted by missophelia , 14 December 2009 · 33 views

All afternoon. The pills for my anxiety aren't helping, and I can't close my eyes without seeing his face. I feel like I can't breathe, and I just wish I could get it all out of my mind, erase everything. Maybe erase myself.

I saw Dr. H this morning. I know her intentions are all good. She just wants to help me be able to handle my triggers. Talking about it, talking about it all, all it does is make me want to crawl in a hole and die. Take some pills and sleep.

Maybe someday I'll be able to handle my triggers, just not today.

Guess I'll try to sleep.



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