I am not
Most of the time, I believe I'm not worthy. Truly, deep down inside. No one should bother with me. No one should love me. No one should care about me. I shouldn't try and keep on with therapy, try to feel better, or even bother to do any of the other things I've been doing to try and heal myself.
Lots of times I'd rather just crawl inside of a bottle and disappear.
That's how I feel tonight.