I have to get this out
I have to get this out. I want to shout it and have it out of my system for once and for all.
I hate to even write it, because it triggers me.
He called me that.
How dare he.
He didn't know me.
He didn't have the right to call me such a vile name.
How did he know who I was?
He said it with relish.
He smiled when he said it.
He held me down while he said it.
He raped me while he said it.
I HATE HIM.
I hate him with every bit of who I am.
There, I got it out.
Now why don't I feel any better?