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Posted by missophelia , 21 September 2014 · 65 views

I am finding that a lot of what I have told my self about my self in regards to the rapes isn't true.
 
I used to be afraid to even try and see my self in any way than all the ways that I saw my self in regards to the rapes.  it defined me.  It was who I was. 
 
Now, I am starting to see my self differently. 
 
And now,...


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I would like to think....

Posted by missophelia , 20 September 2014 · 56 views

I would like to think that I was strong enough, that I could have been strong enough that night.
 
I would like to think that I could have fought harder, fought him off me, and won.
 
I would like to think that I was as strong as I was coming out of boot camp.  At least, in a physical way.
 
I would like to think that by some force of...


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my silence is screaming inside of my head....

Posted by missophelia , 18 September 2014 · 63 views

My silence is screaming inside of my head...
 
I know I have been away from here, away from my writing, for way too long. 
 
It is time that I try and return.
 
I am still going through prolonged exposure therapy.  I have had many weeks of processing that night, the bits and pieces that make up that night.  And I feel like I...


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my silence is screaming inside of my head....

Posted by missophelia , 11 September 2014 · 34 views

My silence is screaming inside of my head...
 
I know I have been away from here, away from my writing, for way too long. 
 
It is time that I try and return.
 
I am still going through prolonged exposure therapy.  I have had many weeks of processing that night, the bits and pieces that make up that night.  And I feel like I...





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