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the letter....TW....

Posted by missophelia , 24 July 2013 · 123 views

I have written my letter to the man who raped me. It was very hard to do. I have had a rough time with it ever since. It has brought a lot up for me. And as far as reading it in therapy, Dr K wants to make sure that I can stay safe before I read it and we talk about it.

Trigger warning, for strong language and some graphics. Please, take gentle ca...


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anger and me...

Posted by missophelia , 23 July 2013 · 65 views

Anger is rage.

Anger is forbidden.

If I express my anger, I am made to feel like there is something wrong with me.

Anger is dangerous. If I express my anger, I may be rejected, or worse.

Anger is bad. It comes out of me in hurtful ways. For that reason, I am scared of my anger.

Anger is violence.

Anger gives me anxiety.


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homework first draft... trigger warning...

Posted by missophelia , 21 July 2013 · 106 views

trigger warning for strong language. please take gentle care of you if you choose to read.

I am supposed to write a letter. I had my choice, either to my mother, or to the man who raped me. My therapist, Dr K, is trying to help me work on my anger. So, my letter is supposed to express some of my anger.

I am finding it really hard to do. I decided t...


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another one...

Posted by missophelia , 09 July 2013 · 126 views

I had a really hard day today. My session was painful. Maybe I can write about it at some point.

Anyway, I have another pic, another drawing I've done. I'm doing a series of drawings with sayings. I have 7 of them done now. I have them hung on the walls around my bed. I am hoping they can help lift me out of this whatever it is that I...


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pic included...

Posted by missophelia , 07 July 2013 · 97 views

Feeling really short on words. Super short. Every time I try to write, I just can't.

I did finally manage to get another drawing done. Here it is.

Just click on it to see it larger.



Thanks for looking. :)





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