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I don't think this is about my mother, but about me.
Here is something I happened to read today that made me realize what this may be about.
..may indicate that these people may have had to shut down the heart due to fear, pain and hurt. They don't want to feel or be vulneralbe, much less connect and merge. They may have difficult loving themselves and feeling inner peace.
They feel that love is a "poisoned apple". This feeling affect their immune system...
Of course, underlying all that arise the big question WHY? They end up with the assumption that they deserve the "poisoned apple" Therefore, they don't want anything to do with love and so they may shut down their heart.
There is a great need, with this patern to revitalize matters of the heart by experiencing their personal health and strength through honest self-discovery. When this effectively happens this pattern can be positively transformed into the "wounded healer" phenomena, where this indivudual has learned throught experience to love themselves and love others as a result.
4 Comments On This Entry
im gonna regret this in the morning
on Sep 30 2011 06:50 PM
a flash then a memory then panic
on Jul 25 2011 05:13 PM
on Jul 17 2011 03:49 PM
My whole life
on Jul 16 2011 06:00 PM
to capture something, define something or feel something
on Jul 16 2011 10:40 AM