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It won't stop

:trigger:

Why am I not having more of a reaction? I feel numb it's like I am watching a movie, I am sad for that girl, I am ashamed for that girl, that girl who is me. I am shaky and my heart is beating, but I have no tears. Why is that?

It won't stop going through my mind, I can't get it out of my head, I can't stop feeling...

Darkness

I know darkness, that deep kind of darkness inside your mind that you can't escape
the kind of darkness where you are lost and cannot find your way out
the kind of darkness that makes you feel like you are going insane
the kind of darkness that makes you numb
the kind of darkness that is too painful to bear
the kind of darkness that seems to...

Bad week

What a wonderful way to start a new year, thinking of this crap. I don't know what all the hoop-la is about anyway, who cares it is a new year. Just another one that goes by in time. I miss my positive attitude that I used to have. I got a lot to be thankful this in my life, I shouldn't be unhappy, but I am right now.

This week has been...
Not sure why, maybe it is because I have been off for two weeks now, and I have time to think. I have been having a hard time this week. I have been thinking about everything and I am so angry at my mom and sister. It is hard not to show it either. I am so mad for them not protecting me and putting me in positions that I shouldn't have been...
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The Kelsey Briggs Story

Child Abuse Casts a Shadow the Length of a Lifetime

~Herbert Ward~


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