Pandora's Aquarium: The line between paranoia and a real reason to be scared - Pandora's Aquarium

How do I know where the line is between a real reason to be scared and my overactive paranoia? Okay, so I am here journaling/blogging whatever, and I get a call that is restricted. I didn't think too much about it because I have gotten them before and they are usually doctor's offices or the social security department for my daughter. I pick it up, and at first it is difficult to hear, I am responding with, "hello, hello?" I hear a person talking but cannot make out what they are saying.

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Right as I am about to hang up, I hear a man on the other end of the line in a very ominous voice say that he wants to taste my pussy, at first I think that I was shocked, I didn't say anything, just sit there, and then he said it again so I hung up. I am now sitting here with my heart pounding and shaky, thinking all of these horrible things. What if Chad got my number, what if it is some psycho that lives around here that has seen me, knows where I live, and knows that I am by myself right now, what if it is some idiot on facebook or here that somehow has gotten my number (though I don't know how they would do that), what if some one is going to come after me, what if he calls again, and then I realize my door is unlocked, I get panicked for being so stupid as to leave it unlocked, I go, look out to make sure that there is no one pulling up in my drive, shut the door, deadbolt and lock it, and right now I am totally freaking out.

Then I have this logical side of me trying to reassure myself that it is just some random prank call, and to not let it bother me so much, it is just PTSD revving up my fears. Then again, do people make random prank calls like that, it was awful, crude and scary, would someone do that just for the hell of it or is there real reason to be scared!? Is it my overactive, paranoid imagination that is scaring me so much right now, should I try to calm myself down. I don't know what to do, but I wish my husband was here. I can't seem to stop thinking about it, and can't calm myself down.