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Now for something else...

01 August 2008
Posted by ChristineMarie   in My Life
Now for something else that has happened that is really bothering me, and not sure what to do :huh: . This is shocking, crazy, scary and sad, and I don't know if we should or I should do something or not. Ok, so I have this thing for helping innocence in need, always have, whether it be animals or children. It is nice and all to be caring,...
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Craziness, so stressed

26 July 2008
Posted by ChristineMarie   in My Life
It has been a while since I posted. I thought that I would be moved by now :huh: . Thing is there is nowhere to go, stupid small town!!!! We have looked and looked, there are no rentals in our area. We get approved for a loan for a manufactured home, but only way we can get it is if we have somewhere to put it. The only place we...
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This is just great!

11 July 2008
Posted by ChristineMarie   in My Life
This is just great!!! My husband comes home and I tell him what was said by the landlord, automatically he was like, "we are not going to sign a lease and put up with this crap anymore." So there goes that, and then she brings the 'lease agreement' over and it is a bunch of bs. We could tell through the lease...
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Posted by ChristineMarie   in My Life
I know that what I did wasn't good, accepting this job after the agreement was for me to move here to watch the kids. I think that it is understandable due to the economy, the small oppurtunities available in our area, and the job offer, but I wonder if I am screwing them in doing so. Is it that understandable? I don't know if I did...
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Good, but bad

09 July 2008
Posted by ChristineMarie   in My Life
Well, I thought that it went alright when I told my landlord about getting a job. Later that night her husband came over and he was pretty upset. He was cordial, but obviously a bit angry. I don't blame them for being upset. I mean they were planning on me to be there to take care of their kids. He also mentioned that someone had wanted...
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So frustrated

07 July 2008
Posted by ChristineMarie   in My Life
I like living in a small town, but sometimes it can be sooo frustrating!! :angry: The only people that knew about this job offer that I got last week were my husband, my sister, and my mother. Guess that was too many people to know :blink: :glare: I know that women are known to 'gossip' but I am not one to do that. I may come...
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Posted by ChristineMarie   in My Life
Well, I hope that he gets it now. We had a long conversation about things. He once again asked me what was wrong because I have been so stressed lately, and I just told him that I feel like I have to deal with all the decisions on my own, that he never wants to have those serious conversations with me. Anyway he made some things clear, and so did...
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Posted by ChristineMarie   in My Life
I love my husband so much. He really is a wonderful guy. I just wish he was different in someways, but I feel bad for wanting that or even expecting that because I knew what I was getting myself into when I married him. Still, to me the good outweighs the bad, I think :huh: :confused: . The things that I want to change though are big things,...
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Just complaining

10 May 2008
Posted by ChristineMarie   in My Life
I hate being triggered when I am with my husband. It got better for a little while. Now it is getting to the point once again that I dread it because of the triggers. I try not to fear the triggers because I know that it will only make things worse. When I read the book about mindfulness, thought that it may be a useful tool when it comes to...
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I feel ugly

22 December 2007
Posted by ChristineMarie   in My Life
I was having such problems with physical intimacy with my husband for what seemed like forever, and then when my stress level went down, the thoughts, and worries went down seemed like so did the flashbacks and intrusive thoughts. So it got better we seemed back to normal again.

Well, now I am back to the way I was, but it is a little different...
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