M is back :)
It was actually a good conversation. In looking for some alliance in my "coming out" or "finding myself" process I sent her a message. Just saying, 2012 is going to be my coming out year.
She left just before christmas and moved across the country to be with the girlfriend she went back to when she left me. Well she messaged me back today to tell me how excited she was for me. How she was no longer with that girl and she is back in the area. She wants to be there with me during my coming out stages, but I don't trust her. I think she's on the rebound again so I'm trying not to fall for it, but I'm a sucker.
We had a very indepth, reminiscent, helpful conversation about the ins and outs of coming out. She had information about gay clubs, bookstores, groups, books to read, movies to see, etc. it was helpful.
Keep you posted.