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So. What can I say. My therapist of 3.5 years moved her practice to a different state in decemeber. The same week as one of my most difficult anniversaries, while I'm in the middle of a breakdown.
I thought I would cover myself my biting the bullet and going to see the psych doc to get some meds. Well, she refuses to give me meds and I don't like her one bit. I practically am begging her to give me something so I can stablalize a little, get back on track and she's telling me no. She says she will not treat me unless I go back to individual therapy and DBT with her coworker. :angry:/>
Somthing I don't want to do at all. But, I know myself and I know i truly do need the meds. I've been fighting for a long while now to maintain and I can't bring it back. I can't do this alone. So I'm going to push through. I'm going to try it because I don't know what else to do. I can see that its affecting my kids, mostly my son and the last thing I want is for this to permeate another generation. I don't want him to relive my childhood. And for him, I would stand naked in times square.
So thursday morning is my 1st therapy appointment and I'm going to go in there and try to be more open and real. Then next week i get to go back to the psych doc and hopefully she will put her pen to the script pad.
I thought I would cover myself my biting the bullet and going to see the psych doc to get some meds. Well, she refuses to give me meds and I don't like her one bit. I practically am begging her to give me something so I can stablalize a little, get back on track and she's telling me no. She says she will not treat me unless I go back to individual therapy and DBT with her coworker. :angry:/>
Somthing I don't want to do at all. But, I know myself and I know i truly do need the meds. I've been fighting for a long while now to maintain and I can't bring it back. I can't do this alone. So I'm going to push through. I'm going to try it because I don't know what else to do. I can see that its affecting my kids, mostly my son and the last thing I want is for this to permeate another generation. I don't want him to relive my childhood. And for him, I would stand naked in times square.
So thursday morning is my 1st therapy appointment and I'm going to go in there and try to be more open and real. Then next week i get to go back to the psych doc and hopefully she will put her pen to the script pad.
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Guide to my world
I put up a general *TRIGGER WARNING* for all those who read. This is me being as real as I can get, trying not to hold back. Working through memories and life's challenges in the aftermath.
Contents:
Randomness tends to have the most content, but I warn you, it gets pretty random.
When I find more courage, My stories, will have more content. For now walk with my through my therapeutic adventures and rants.
School sucks, but at least its finally over.
Emotions, Memories are full of raw emotion.
Recently I've been Exploring My Sexuality
Welcome to my world.~lost~
Contents:
Randomness tends to have the most content, but I warn you, it gets pretty random.
When I find more courage, My stories, will have more content. For now walk with my through my therapeutic adventures and rants.
School sucks, but at least its finally over.
Emotions, Memories are full of raw emotion.
Recently I've been Exploring My Sexuality
Welcome to my world.~lost~
What I'm Pondering
How do you overcome something that has been ingrained in you? Is it possible, or is it like fighting against your genes?
How on earth do turkeys get their fat asses in the air?
If I evolved from a primate, how come I've forgotten how to climb a tree?
Who can fry an egg on a sidewalk? I can barely fry an egg in a pan.
How on earth do turkeys get their fat asses in the air?
If I evolved from a primate, how come I've forgotten how to climb a tree?
Who can fry an egg on a sidewalk? I can barely fry an egg in a pan.
