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In my head



Posted by lostinsideofme , in Emotions 19 July 2013 · 101 views

I'm sad... Can't seem to shake it. I've having a hard time just trying to do me. Because I'm fighting me. I see my goals ahead, not to far away and yet i'm stuck. Stuck in the same place I was way back when. And its tru, I wish it wasn't now. I wish it was then. Back when I was happy. Back when I still resembled me.


Whats in my head

Posted by lostinsideofme , 19 July 2013 · 105 views

Something is really wrong with me. I know it know.

My mind has just been really f-ed up lately. Its crazy to think that after 5 years of distancing myself from my uncle, all I want is to be with him. I keep thinking about how much happier I was, how in a sick twisted way he kept me sane.

I don't know what it is, but I miss him like hell. Aft...

Guide to my world

I put up a general *TRIGGER WARNING* for all those who read. This is me being as real as I can get, trying not to hold back. Working through memories and life's challenges in the aftermath.

Randomness tends to have the most content, but I warn you, it gets pretty random.

When I find more courage, My stories, will have more content. For now walk with my through my therapeutic adventures and rants.

School sucks, but at least its finally over.

Emotions, Memories are full of raw emotion.

Recently I've been Exploring My Sexuality

Welcome to my world.~lost~

What I'm Pondering

How do you overcome something that has been ingrained in you? Is it possible, or is it like fighting against your genes?

How on earth do turkeys get their fat asses in the air?

If I evolved from a primate, how come I've forgotten how to climb a tree?

Who can fry an egg on a sidewalk? I can barely fry an egg in a pan.

July 2013


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