In my head
My mind has just been really f-ed up lately. Its crazy to think that after 5 years of distancing myself from my uncle, all I want is to be with him. I keep thinking about how much happier I was, how in a sick twisted way he kept me sane.
I don't know what it is, but I miss him like hell. Aft...
Where to begin......
There is no good place to start. In truth, I'm struggling big time. I love my kids to death, and they are the only things waking...
The most recent being that I've abandoned my new found sexuality and returned to an ex. one of the good ones, but yup he's a male. after almost two years of not having a male partner I'm back again and genuinely happy. we took a vacation together. my first ever. we moved in togeth...
If I could describe the kind of emotional wreck I am i would say cranky, but not your average cranky. I'm cranky like a lady who tried all her life to get pregnant and is now pregnant with triplets in her third trimester still getting her period not being able to wipe her own ass in the bathroom because her stomach is i...
Everyday I wake up, it angers me. Everytime I open my eyes, I'm pissed. Why am I still here.
People tell me to look to God, and I just can't. I can...
It was actually a good conversation. In looking for some alliance in my "coming out" or "finding myself" process I sent her a message. Just saying, 2012 is...
I thought I would cover myself my biting the bullet and going to see the psych doc to get some meds. Well, she refuses to give me meds and I don't like...
I went to my good friends house yesterday or last night, just to hang out chill, watch a movie, drink, have a good time. Not sure what really happened, but I don't think she's as homophobic as she would like to present herself.
So here I am trying to figure out how to get myself notice...
Guide to my world
Randomness tends to have the most content, but I warn you, it gets pretty random.
When I find more courage, My stories, will have more content. For now walk with my through my therapeutic adventures and rants.
School sucks, but at least its finally over.
Emotions, Memories are full of raw emotion.
Recently I've been Exploring My Sexuality
Welcome to my world.~lost~
What I'm Pondering
How on earth do turkeys get their fat asses in the air?
If I evolved from a primate, how come I've forgotten how to climb a tree?
Who can fry an egg on a sidewalk? I can barely fry an egg in a pan.
uggggghhhhhhh 2012MaybeJoleisa - Jun 11 2012 09:49 AM
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Where is the "How To Be A Lesbian for Dummies" book?lostinsideofme - Jan 16 2012 03:39 PM