Pandora's Aquarium: Confused? I think? - Pandora's Aquarium

For those of you who have read my story, I was abused as a child by my step dad and became an addict soon after and resented my mother (you know the usual stuff) But I have gotten better about everything over the past few years. Ive been clean for 2 years and recently got married to my high school sweetheart dispite the fact that we are only 20. Anyway, the point of this blog is because I am very confused as to my orientation. Yes Im married and never have and never will regret my marriage. However, I dated a girl in high school and we were very close friends for a long time but things just didnt work out and were still friends. I havent had feeling for a female since then. My husband has been the only person I have wanted to be with. But as of recently, I became very interested in a girl in my GLBT studies class. She is very masculine ("butch") and I am very attracted to her! So I guess Im not sure if this is normal or what but it made me realize that my husband has very femanine qualities. (Not like he looks like a female but his personality is very empathetic and caring kind of like a mother would be, if that makes sence) So im not sure whats going on with me but if someone could tell me if this is normal or if theres something wrong with me. Please let me know! Thanks

~Cassie