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Orientation & New job stuff

Oh my I can not wait for the morrow.I have orientation tomorrow with the new company.
Im just in a writing mood.Im just in a place where such change is so welcome, and as the company Im employed with now has again forgot to process my pay..Im more than ready for a company that will..I dont know ..Pay me??

Guy Fawkes Day... may *T*

I went to a friends Guy Fawkes day party.I burned my rapist.I stuffed an old pair of barn jeans that were pretty much worn through,a shirt of my dads, stuck 2 stakes in to it, stuffed it with newspaper, made a head on a piece of paper - complete with red eyes.And I through him on the fire..the top part burned firts & quickly.The jeans burned...

YAY!

Its done..Im through.14 more days .Im going to be working double duty for a bit until I get through the usual orientation crap that happens when you transfer.
7 -3 ..a normal structured day.I think that is what Im craving the most right now.Structure..a start time & an end time with clear lines between the 2.
*sighs with relief*

New job?

Yay! My hour & a half one way commutes are almost a thing of the past! I can not wait to be working "normal" hours.I can not wait to spend every (well almost every) nite at home with my other half.I can not wait to have regular horsey time& puppy time.
I ended up doing the over nite last nite, and my one semi verbal...

Its coming 1 AM

And I HAVE to be at work tomorrow.At nine which means I have to be out of here by 7:30.NOT good I say.
Im thinking that maybe a group isnt the place for me.Im thinking Ive loads more to process before group process comes.
Im thinking it needs to be sooner rather than later.Its sitting in front of me, everything Ive denied the past 3 years.
This...
Soo many things have come up its not even funny.For the past three years Ive kept the rape quiet, in a chest locked away, while I built a world that was seperate and whole and safe, filled with love & kindness and people.
Now Im opening that chest, with all of its darkness.It feels so similar to what I felt when I was 17 & looking at all...

Oh my its October!

I havent written since July, what a strange concept!
Where has my mind been for the last 3 months?
In 6 days I will be married, the wedding seems to be coming together.My sister in law to be is turning into a wench.making snide remarks about how plain my dress is and how it looks ~ I went for simple elegance.
One of my horses is now home...

Interesting

Its July.Its almost the 4th of July.Welcome to the summer.I have many things in my empty little head that I need to put out and "fix".I will try and do that on the morrow.

What century is this?

Wow...its been a long few weeks.Im tired,mostly from living in alternate centuries.The civil war event went amazingly well.I was welcomed back into this part of my life with open arms by the Colonel of the Liberty Greys.I am mostly happy.What saddens me , is that I sometimes still feel the need to really watch myself around camp.That there ARE...

Please

I just realized that after I wrote that out..Im reaching for support here.Im not sure what or how ,but I am.Im also too drained to re write that as a post..Im also no technically able to fix the comments thing that seems to be broken,so if it doesnt work through comments or trackbacks, and if you could..PM me.Maybe thats a selfish thing to ask,...
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