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Really Upset..

I don't *really* want to step down.
But I probably have to because I'm not meeting the time schedules I should. It's not because of anyone else, it's just only fair to everyone.
I always have loved being a mod on here.
I don't know what's wrong with me the last few months.

*tears up*

I can't seem to keep anything I like for me. It's like I need to hold myself back from being successful and happy deep down.
Oh well.

*deep sighs*
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Flowering Rose

I teared up as I read your blog :bawling: . I think a lot of what you said resonates not only with me but also with so many here on Pandy's. Why can't we keep hold of the good things, what is holding us back?

You are a beautiful, worthwhile, special, vital person not only in this community but also in this space of time on earth. You have strengths that only you possess. You put words where I could only dream of finding one suitable. You are open and honest and this shows to me the true depth and beauty of your soul.

But, you need to do what is right for you, if stepping down or taking a break for a while is something that you need to do, then allow yourself to do it. Don't question your motivation for taking this action, tell yourself that it is ok, forgive yourself for having to do what is best for you. It is ok you know. You are doing what you have to do at this time and that's ok.

Reach out for all and anything you need/want. We are all here for you, all the way. We won't ever leave. Just be gentle with yourself and take some time for you. Take gentle care also.

Much love and tender, warm, safe, comforting :hug: s, if ok
biw xxx
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