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I'm really a trooper at talking online the last few days...have been going on and on.
Too much inside.
Frazzling.
I am annoyed with my gf's clear "I'm going to shut down so no one will notice I'm falling apart". Meaning she's barely talking to me, insisting she's fine and hiding out from everyone. I know I need to give her space and let her figure her own way out; but she usually does that with drugs and to me, it just can frustrate me that she will insist she's getting better but be immersed in those without telling me. I just would like honesty...I'm not going to push her.
And I'm mostly annoyed because deep down I'm terrified but annoyance is an easier emotion to experience than terror.
Just her mental health is so fragile...she breaks when I'm not ready...well really I will never be able to be ready or handle any attempt of hers...:(/>
Deep breaths.
She'll be pkay I hope.
God I wish our mental health system wasn't failing us and her so badly :(/>
Sigh
Too much inside.
Frazzling.
I am annoyed with my gf's clear "I'm going to shut down so no one will notice I'm falling apart". Meaning she's barely talking to me, insisting she's fine and hiding out from everyone. I know I need to give her space and let her figure her own way out; but she usually does that with drugs and to me, it just can frustrate me that she will insist she's getting better but be immersed in those without telling me. I just would like honesty...I'm not going to push her.
And I'm mostly annoyed because deep down I'm terrified but annoyance is an easier emotion to experience than terror.
Just her mental health is so fragile...she breaks when I'm not ready...well really I will never be able to be ready or handle any attempt of hers...:(/>
Deep breaths.
She'll be pkay I hope.
God I wish our mental health system wasn't failing us and her so badly :(/>
Sigh
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