I wonder if I'm actually processing anything even though I know I am, or at least doing my best. It's just all the memories, feelings sensations are all so new/way out of my "normal" range that I almost feel I'm starting healing from scratch. Again. I know I'm not but you know....
Stuff is argh inside. Argh. We're all pretty co-conscious so I guess a few of them have taken the time to share with me their memories, good AND bad. And they all come so furious/mushed I end up a little swamped.
That's all though. Not a huge thing, though it is. I just don't want it to be huge right now, it's to early in the day to not be numb -.- Though maybe if I overload now I can actually sleep tonight I'll be so exhausted? (Yeah who else analyzes their meltdowns?......-.-")
DID conference (aninfinitemind) was AMAZING though, amazing amazing amazing. Can't rave about it enough
It was just so awesome. I'm really really glad we went.
Anyhow I don't know what else to say yet...my mind is kind of stealing out the words so I'm hitting a lot of blanks.