Feeling Woozy After a Horrible Flash (no triggers)

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Feeling Woozy After a Horrible Flash (no triggers)

04 February 2011

Posted by FloweringRose

Something horrible came up last night...I can't explain how bad.
I'm not sure if it's real.
But it could take everything out of me.

I don't know what's real right now Q-Q This is quite the time for this to happen, on the way to the infinitemind conference -.-" I need all my strength/happiness right now, not this. I'll breathe through this but I can't talk to my grandparents about it. They either won't believe me or won't know what to say or will get really angry.

If I even thought my child was exposed to what's in my mind....
I'd be beyond angry too.

This is awful.
Trouble breathing.

And everything smells like when I was first su* with M***. It's just not a happy smell for me. I can't explain it, but I can smell the "atmosphere" of a place and emotions.

My brain...
I'm not sure I CAN believe this. How does one believe this?
It just...this flash chilled me...
I felt....
Disturbed.
Like maybe the disease inside me is breaking free o.o

*cough*

I'll be okay. Just need to talk...somewhere...not very much access in this hotel.

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