My Current Low =/
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're not
...Back up baby back up...did you forget everything?!"
I'm not winning right now. I slipped up last night with SI, not too badly. But I found the tool that I wanted....
It's sick how excited I got :S
Nights are getting harder. Barely sleep.
I don't know what's flashbacks or imaginings.
This is all.
Oh and I *swore* I responded to posts in the SI forum, my messages here, on facebook, emails.
Turns out that was *all* in my head. =/ I swore I typed them £$@£$!@$^$£ SIGH. So absentminded.
I hope it gets better. Only feel good when I'm volunteering. At least I have that
Love the deaf home I'm at.
I just...want this to go down...to hurt less.
It hurts too much to remember....
I just want to sleep and never get out of bed. But sleeping I get shot at and my neck shocks of pain and Q-Q. Yes I hate my dreams.
Just need to feel better...