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But I'm doing. I've read all my messages...I think o.o...and I know who I haven't replied to and I will. And I'll go in the SI forum.
But I slipped up again last night...so feel unhappy with myself. Loving that girl in me has not worked right now.
I'm a bit of a mess.
I can't go into details but. I think I might be remembering stuff. Maybe.
Or going psychotic. That could be it too.
it's hard to cope with.
I don't sleep much.
I wish my brain would leave me alone.
But if I haven't done something I promise, I'm working on doing it now. I just...feel frozen with everything.