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So I WAS going to discuss things earlier. What were they again?
-Self split becoming more apparent
-Possible to establish and then have to re-establish parts? I don't know...
-Feeling shaky and physically ill from thoughts/memories, yet feeling like a liar for opening up too much. Yet I don't open up enough? Mixed messages inside -.-
-Having trouble connecting the feelings to the memory. Example, know my face was pushed into the ground by ab*ser but no feeling whatsoever. Same goes for oral r*pe, r*pe etc. Just don't feel it with the memory, but will feel it alter isolated. Man.
-Hopefully somethings I'm grateful for and some grounding things to add in
-Self split becoming more apparent
-Possible to establish and then have to re-establish parts? I don't know...
-Feeling shaky and physically ill from thoughts/memories, yet feeling like a liar for opening up too much. Yet I don't open up enough? Mixed messages inside -.-
-Having trouble connecting the feelings to the memory. Example, know my face was pushed into the ground by ab*ser but no feeling whatsoever. Same goes for oral r*pe, r*pe etc. Just don't feel it with the memory, but will feel it alter isolated. Man.
-Hopefully somethings I'm grateful for and some grounding things to add in
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