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SSI Urges Strong

30 December 2010
Posted by FloweringRose 
No graphic details. Just me wanting to be reckless and get myself into danger =/

Hate these compulsions, hate fighting these urges, hate being obsessed with something SO awful.
Leave me alone please!

Will I never leave behind this part of me? Will I never be able to just get over myself?
I don't even know where this comes from. Who really wants this pain?? What kind of SICK human being am I?

*Sigh*
So frustrated with self...

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1 Comments On This Entry

I know what you mean. I go through frequen SI urges myself. I hope that you are ok, and got past it without giving in :) and if you did, I personally think that that's ok, because the next time, you can work even harder :)
arealSarah, 03 January 2011 - 12:35 AM
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