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Hard to Take

Posted by FloweringRose , 27 November 2010 · 20 views

I am hurting so much right now. I don't know how much longer I can take of this. I say "this too shall pass" but it seems so big, like it's swallowing the whole universe. It's not just being a survivor or the past it's everything...I'm so tired right now. I am physically tired, confused and mentally dried out. I cannot tolerate all the fear, the sadness, the anger, the hopelessness filling me right now.

It'll get better I hope...I hope so much. I don't know what to do right now...

I am sorry you are in pain. Although I don't know if you have someone close to you, but I have found when I am profoundly sad or afraid, I call someone who knows me. I call someone who will tell me they love me. I also listen to very uplifting music. I also write.

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