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It Didn't Help...

Posted by FloweringRose , 16 November 2010 · 13 views

I slipped up today with the whole SI thing. Sigh.

But...it didn't help. At all. It felt good in its little way, but I was still depressed. Still sad. Still crying. It did NOTHING to make any of it better.

I don't know how that makes me feel or what that means. It's just not the usual. It kind of makes me want to slip up more and yet quit it forever. I mean if it does nothing...why even bother.

I hope this fits in a "healing" way somehow. But I'm still in so much pain. Why this is all knocking me over lately is a huge mystery to me. I guess I asked for more than I bargained for when I said I wanted to remember. I guess I need to face it some day though.

Wish me strength?


Nov 17 2010 07:18 AM
I'm sorry that happened. And that you are still in pain. I wish you all the strength you need to face this, and I am thinking of you.

:hug: :hug: :hug:
I'm really sorry you're in a bad place and I hope things get easier for you soon. Hugs if okay :hug: :hug:
strength and safe hugs coming your way :hug: :hug: :hug:

I hope things get better for you soon.

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