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I lost you... or I never had you :(

Posted by JadeAngel , 30 July 2014 · 221 views

I spent the evening in the ER. You didn't make it, my little one. Or rather, you never were. I don't know what to think. I still can't stop the tears. It was a molar pregnancy, but no matter how many people tell me "it wasn't a real baby", I feel like I lost my child. I'm so lost. I'm so heart broken. I feel like I'm falling apart. I go in for surgery mon...


To my little one

Posted by JadeAngel , 30 July 2014 · 145 views

This week has been very emotionally tasking for me, and at this point there is little else I can do but this. I am barely 9 weeks pregnant with you, but I have an infection and I have been bleeding for several days. While it is not enough for the doctors to push my appointment a few days closer, it is of current concern, and enough to scare me. I'm normal...


I'm pregnant

Posted by JadeAngel , 12 July 2014 · 174 views

I'm pregnant. I found out on june 26th, at exactly 4 weeks. I'm over 6 weeks now. I am so excited and at the same time scared. I have literally lost count of how many friends and family had miscarriages or lost newborn children. So I'm scared and almost feel like it's unreal at this point. I've gotten a few things already because I feel like I'll lose my...

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