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She's gone :(

17 March 2013
Posted by JadeAngel  
I can't word myself well right now.
To sum it up.... my sister in law gave birth last night prematurely via c section because of her high blood pressure. She wasn't due for almost 4 weeks more. My niece didn't make it, she passed away at less than 1 day old. I'm destroyed, and my in laws are worse. I cried driving home when I found...
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This past week has been very very hard for me. Monday I fell asleep crying, and the days events kept going through my head in my sleep. I woke up crying tuesday, cried all day, and fell asleep crying. I woke up crying wednesday and again cried all day. Thursday was the viewing... and I cried... but I was better. Yesterday was the funeral. Again I...
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Posted by JadeAngel  
This is hard to even put into words.

On monday a few minutes after noon my neighbor called me and told me something is wrong, to go over to her house and stay with her daughter until she gets home. Her daughter is 15, and like an annoyingly hyper little sister to me. I called her my mini-stalker when she was little, and now that I have a 3 year...
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Times change :)

18 February 2012
Posted by JadeAngel  
It's been so long since I've written on here. I guess it's time for an update.

So... my mother...
she's been dating this really nice guy for a while now. About a year, give or take. She has been living with him for half a year or so now. I don't remember the last time I wrote, but my mom's ex cheated on her and they split...
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Posted by JadeAngel  
It's no wonder i'm getting more nightmares lately. i'm tired of this :( i'm sad... i'm so sad and so angry and so frustrated. my mother... she's insane. i think she really is nuts. every time she has a problem with me she talks to my husband about how it was 'her father's' fault. FUCK FUCK FUCK! stop calling...
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nightmares after nightmares

15 November 2010
Posted by JadeAngel  
I hate nightmares.. when will they ever go away?

I have them more and more seldom as time goes by... still... even once in a while is still torture. I wake up wanting to cry. wanting to scream. I can't. I don't want to burden my husband anymore with this stuff. I'm tired of it, and I'm sure he is too. I don't want my daughter...
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madre mia

18 October 2010
Posted by JadeAngel  
so the idea of family is starting to take on a whole different meaning to me. i have a large family. i talk to my cousins, my aunts and 1 of my uncles. my great aunts and uncles, my 2nd cousins... i do genealogy with my grandfather and i even know some 4th/5th cousins 4/5 times removed. so yeah i have a very very large family.

however i am...
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hmmm...

17 October 2010
Posted by JadeAngel  
nothing's really wrong right now. my husband and i have been getting along this week rather well. my lawyer actually came for a meeting and supposedly has filed the papers (not sure i believe him though). i got a job at a clothing store in a mall here and i start on thursday. the guy that works in the post office has declared he gets dibs on...
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my husband hates me

02 October 2010
Posted by JadeAngel  
god... cant you end this? i'm tired. i feel destroyed. problems in my marriage, i dont see them as so big. the problem i have most is that my husband is obsessed with these problems. he was talking about moving out. i cried myself to sleep last night. i woke up and i cried. i cant think clearly. i cant sort out this horrendous mess in my head....
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How much have I changed?

27 September 2010
Posted by JadeAngel  
Lately i've been thinking about what i use to want in love... and what i want now. i'm not sure i've changed all that much. i'm just bored and feel like writing something.

i'm old fashioned. i always have been and that hasn't changed that much. i didnt wanna have sex until i was married (well engaged it ended up being). i...
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