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Love Lost?

16 March 2012
Posted by cordeliaVorkosigan 
Being rejected is soul crushing. I finally let someone inside. I have never loved a man like I love him. I never knew it was possible. I was with my ex husband for 12 years and never felt this way. This man is a part of me. He grabbed a hold of my hand and led me through the days last year when I didn't think I could go on anymore. He said he would love me to the day he's buried. Now he wants me to move on because he cannot marry me. He wants me to have everything I deserve. How can I move on when there is no room inside me for anyone else. It would all be a lie.

 
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I was married to the father of my children for 15 years when I divorced him and like you I met my soul mate and he said about the same as yours did after we had been seeing each other for 7 years. Now he has been gone that many years. My soul still misses his soul. It hurt unbelievably I thought I would die from grief but here I am still.

I am sorry you are going through such trials and so much suffering. I hope all the good things in life find you soon.

Blessings
bellachai, 16 March 2012 - 03:25 PM
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