Lost and Struggling. Could T for general depression and other such nonsense
Contributing factors to anxiety.
Took emergency custody of a really angry and damaged 13 year old so new parental unit role for me . This was not a voluntary or expected addition to my life. My long term boyfriend's ex got arrested and well you date the guy you date the kid.
I have unexplained rapid weight loss and the docs are sending me for test after test but still don't know what is wrong. As a cancer survivor this is startling.
I sleep 3 to 5 hours a night if I am lucky.
I have no job but huge debt
My role is sort of maid. parent. counselor, nanny.
I feel my life has little value.
I find it hard to believe in faith hope but still believe in love.
Now the good
I am alive
I am educated
I am loved
I have a soul
I can beat anything once.
Out there somewhere someone gives a crap about me.
Yeah like I thought the good still outweigh the bad. I can still do this.