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Giving it up

Posted by heaeliper , 17 January 2013 · 25 views

I cannot hold the self loathing and hatred and anger any longer. It is serving me no function. When I was younger it was my fuel it kept me going. Now the anger and sadness just burns inside of me like a resentment. I don't know if I will ever forgive but I have to give my anger and self loathing up. So I am sending it out into the world never to return. I am not spiritual and my religious beliefs are somewhat different than most so I don't care which deity ends up with my anger self-loathing and hatred just as long as I don't have to deal with it any longer.

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