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Entries in March 2014
17 Mar Day 97: Standing Behind a Foggy Window 8 Comments
16 Mar Day 96: Deepening Understanding of Doctor Fear **trigger warning** 6 Comments
15 Mar Day 95: Isolating Fear of F/F SA **Trigger Warning** 4 Comments
14 Mar Day 94: Breakthrough! 4 Comments
13 Mar Day 93: Eroding Will to Live - Yep, I do Need Therapy **trigger warning** 4 Comments
12 Mar Day 92: A Letter to My Pandy's Community 8 Comments
11 Mar Day 91: Force Fed and New Bout of Pain 4 Comments
10 Mar Day 90: "Serenity's a Long Time Comin' to Me, in Fact I Don't Believe I Know What it Means" 2 Comments
09 Mar Day 89: Confronting the Family Incest (another trigger warning) 6 Comments
08 Mar Day 88: "The Most Important Thing to Him is Sex" - my Mother's Voice 12 Comments
07 Mar Day 87: Female/Female CSA **trigger warning** 7 Comments
06 Mar Day 86: Seeking an Excuse to Explode 7 Comments
05 Mar Day 85: I Hate Healthcare! **SI Trigger Warning** 6 Comments
04 Mar Day 84: But I Can't Breathe 6 Comments
03 Mar Day 83: Substitutes for Nurturing Nonsexual Touch 3 Comments
02 Mar Day 82: Nonsexual Nurturing Touch 6 Comments
02 Mar Day 81: The Measure of the Wound 4 Comments
01 Mar Day 80: What's the F-ing Point?! 5 Comments
Entries in February 2014
27 Feb Day 79: Not Strong Enough for Hostility 2 Comments
27 Feb Day 78: It's not a Want, it's a Need! 3 Comments
26 Feb Day 78: New First Birthday 2 Comments
25 Feb Day 77: Scares the Hell Out of Me 8 Comments
24 Feb Day 76: Fitful from Stuck Emotions 6 Comments
23 Feb Day 75: The Vampire and the Captain 4 Comments
22 Feb Day 74: Sustaining the Facade 4 Comments
21 Feb Day 73: Need Help Becoming Me 3 Comments
20 Feb Day 72: Should I be All Better Now? 6 Comments
19 Feb Day 71: Letter to Gynecologist after Today's Appt 10 Comments
18 Feb Day 70: Commitments to Me for the Next 24 Hours 3 Comments
17 Feb Day 69: She Gave up on Me when I was 4 Months Old 10 Comments
16 Feb Day 68: The MD Who Taught Me Betrayal 3 Comments
15 Feb Day 67: Quiet Mind 0 Comments
14 Feb Day 66: Who Cares What Others Think? 3 Comments
13 Feb Day 65: Disappointment Versus Devastation 10 Comments
12 Feb Day 64: Dear Intrepid, tomorrow morning . . . 4 Comments
11 Feb Day 63: Important Discovery from Rage 4 Comments
10 Feb Day 62: Coping with Gyno Fear 11 Comments
09 Feb Day 61: Heroism as SI >>might be triggering<<; and Plan for the Week 5 Comments
08 Feb Day 60: Shame from Missing Childhood Learning 9 Comments
07 Feb Day 59: Telling Someone in Real Life - Mistake? 4 Comments
06 Feb Day 58: Not Much to Say Today 1 Comments
05 Feb Day 57: Abandonment (--Trigger Warning--) 2 Comments
04 Feb Day 56: Nightmares, Insomnia, and the ShameBrain 2 Comments
03 Feb Day 55: No Day But Today 0 Comments
03 Feb Day 55: Naming my Fears about the Gynecologic Exam 3 Comments
02 Feb Day 54 - Abiding Fear, Believing in Love 6 Comments
01 Feb Day 53 - Lessons from Heroic Efforts 4 Comments
Entries in January 2014
31 Jan Day 52 Healing Work - Not So Much, Actually 3 Comments
30 Jan Day 51 Happy Thoughts (Pride and Joy) 0 Comments
30 Jan Preparing for the Gynecologic Exam (Updated 2/3/14) 3 Comments


About Intrepid She

This is a moderated PUBLIC blog. This blog is a therapeutic tool I am using to help me get over my fear of doctors, which is made difficult by a history of abuse by them, to learn to grieve, and ultimately to integrate my dis-integrated heart.

 

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The content of this blog is not appropriate for children or for anyone who might be triggered by reading about sexual abuse.

 

To the many others walking your own version of this path, I wish you well on your journey. -Intrepid

 

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