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Entries in May 2014
17 May Day 158: Off Road 9 Comments
16 May Day 157: Stuck Brain 17 Comments
15 May Day 156: Mutual Vulnerability = Ability to Feel Emotions 15 Comments
14 May Day 155: Hilarity Ensued 5 Comments
13 May Day 154: Stupid, Risky Decision Turned out OK (Trigger Warning) 15 Comments
13 May Day 153: No posting 0 Comments
11 May Day 152: Minimalist History of Love 14 Comments
10 May Day 151: I'm OK. I'm Always OK. 15 Comments
09 May Day 150: Mother F-ing letter Part 4 - What I Want from You Now (Major Trigger Warning) 18 Comments
08 May Day 149: Too Content to Let Mom Intrude 11 Comments
07 May Day 148: Mother F-ing Letter Part 3 - How it Affected My Life (Major Trigger Warning) 15 Comments
06 May Day 147: Mother F-ing Letter Part 2 - How I Felt About It (Major Trigger Warning) 8 Comments
05 May Day 146: Mother F-ing Letter Part 1 - What You Did to Me (Major Trigger Warning!) 25 Comments
04 May Day 145: My Mother Can't Love Me (trigger warning) 16 Comments
03 May Day 144: How to be Held - But, How to not be Afraid 16 Comments
02 May Day 143: Fight, Flight, Freeze, or S** (Trigger Warning) 16 Comments
01 May Day 142: Letter to DDF 10 Comments
Entries in April 2014
30 Apr Day 141: Quaking and Hesitant but Somehow Resolute 6 Comments
29 Apr Day 140: I Asked Her to Hold Me 14 Comments
28 Apr Day 139: Feeling Scared Again, Plan for Touch 7 Comments
27 Apr Day 138: Declaring War on Identity Lies 4 Comments
26 Apr Day 137: The Captain, The Little Girl, and The Mamma 6 Comments
25 Apr Day 136: Integrating Intrepid 4 Comments
24 Apr Day 135: Successful ObGyn Appointment 12 Comments
23 Apr Day 134: T and ObGyn Tomorrow **TW** and Mom Stuff (very triggery) 10 Comments
22 Apr Day 133: I Let a Doctor Hurt Me Today **TW** 10 Comments
21 Apr Day 132: ObGyn Visit Plan 6 Comments
20 Apr Day 131: Fear, I mean, Four Days to Next ObGyn Appointment 7 Comments
19 Apr Day 130: Repeatedly Shamed for Needing Touch 14 Comments
18 Apr Day 129: Reflecting, Breathing, Preparing for ObGyn 1 Comments
17 Apr Day 128: My Heart is Soaring Despite My Wounds 8 Comments
16 Apr Day 127: Over-committed This Week 1 Comments
15 Apr Day 126: Agony from Unshed Tears, Hope from Compassionate Help 10 Comments
14 Apr Day 125: Panic Attack with Today's Touch Appointment 7 Comments
13 Apr Day 124: Where Am I? 7 Comments
12 Apr Day 123: Faith in something better over the horizon 2 Comments
11 Apr Day 122: Told My Friend Thanks to Pandy's Friend (--TW--) 7 Comments
10 Apr Day 121: A Night Off 3 Comments
09 Apr Day 120: I Need to Matter 11 Comments
08 Apr Day 119: Exhausting Day of Confrontations 8 Comments
07 Apr Day 118: 2nd Time of a Doctor Touching Me 8 Comments
06 Apr Day 117: Fears and Plans for Tomorrow's Doctor Appointment 6 Comments
05 Apr Day 116: Confronting My T*/Confronting my Mom 1 Comments
04 Apr Day 115: Am I Failing T*? 11 Comments
03 Apr Day 114: A Doctor Touched Me Today 7 Comments
02 Apr Day 113: Reaching out to Emptiness 5 Comments
01 Apr Day 112: Ripped from God's Hands (TW for this topic) 11 Comments
Entries in March 2014
31 Mar Day 111: A 40 Days Reflection (TW for slight mention of religious ideas - though I am not religious) 7 Comments
30 Mar Day 110: More to the Incest Confrontation 4 Comments
29 Mar Day 109: A Confession I'm Afraid to Post 8 Comments


About Intrepid She

This is a moderated PUBLIC blog. This blog is a therapeutic tool I am using to help me get over my fear of doctors, which is made difficult by a history of abuse by them, to learn to grieve, and ultimately to integrate my dis-integrated heart.

 

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The content of this blog is not appropriate for children or for anyone who might be triggered by reading about sexual abuse.

 

To the many others walking your own version of this path, I wish you well on your journey. -Intrepid

 

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