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Entries in May 2013
30 enraged and humiliated Comments 1
24 tired Comments 1
02 Dreaming of freedom Comments 2
Entries in April 2013
29 Conflicted by flashbacks Comments 2
22 I feel like I'm going under Comments 5
Entries in December 2012
10 My shield is so heavy Comments 3
Entries in October 2012
13 Stuck with myself, mild trigger warning Comments 3
03 Why does the kindness of strangers always make me cry? Comments 0
Entries in September 2012
18 Sick today Comments 2
17 The face of evil Comments 0
11 Feeling like a ghost Comments 0
06 Symbolic dream Comments 2
Entries in August 2012
23 Reaching the end of my limit Comments 1
22 Laughing is better than crying Comments 2
21 Frustrated and disgusted Comments 1
07 can't stop crying- I'm broken Comments 3
04 Mistakes and the game of life Comments 0
Entries in July 2012
18 Woke up to old flashbacks, minor trigger warning Comments 2
12 Feeling sad tonight Comments 3
02 Saw my abuser last night and I'm still in one piece (sort of) Comments 4
Entries in June 2012
29 Trying to embrace the beauty in hope Comments 2
20 Just found out I will see my abuser in less than two weeks for the first time Comments 3
19 I've had enough Comments 4
13 I've remembered more of what he did to me- possible trigger Comments 3
11 Running through quicksand until I disappear Comments 5
10 Fed up with my so called mother Comments 0
06 Brief graphic flashback Comments 3
Entries in May 2012
28 angry texts from my ex Comments 4
22 Love DOESN'T conquer all Comments 2
18 Dealing with the first stage of divorce Comments 1
17 Feeling trapped in a dark place Comments 0
15 My heart is shattered Comments 2
13 I feel like my life is over- trigger warning Comments 1
10 Anyone have a spare hug? :( Comments 3
10 Anyone have a spare hug? :( Comments 3
07 I hope I'm not too late Comments 5
03 I want to be free Comments 4
03 My life is getting ridiculous Comments 0
01 Regrets Comments 0
Entries in April 2012
27 Bird mites- please help! Comments 2
23 Hope to God I'm wrong but doubt it Comments 1
18 Bending with the wind and left behind- a little bit of me Comments 2
16 Why won't they listen? Just want a hug :( Comments 4
Entries in March 2012
29 Being tested by more flashbacks Comments 1
16 Finally told a therapist for the first time what happened Comments 5
Entries in February 2012
27 The people we would have been Comments 4
24 My dream last night Comments 0
Entries in January 2012
02 Near breaking point Comments 2
01 Update on robbery Comments 0
Entries in December 2011
29 My soul is exhausted Comments 0
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