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Entries in July 2014
10 Jul Despair 2 Comments
08 Jul Wash me away 3 Comments
Entries in June 2014
15 Jun My mother still refuses to believe me 3 Comments
Entries in May 2014
12 May Disappointed 2 Comments
Entries in March 2014
10 Mar Small details coming back to me... (minor trigger warning) 0 Comments
Entries in January 2014
21 Jan How am I supposed to heal? 2 Comments
Entries in December 2013
25 Dec My latest meeting with my abuser 4 Comments
05 Dec I've remembered a new detail of the abuse- trigger warning 0 Comments
Entries in October 2013
01 Oct What's the point... slight trigger warning 2 Comments
Entries in August 2013
12 Aug Most recent encounter with my abuser 1 Comments
Entries in June 2013
28 Jun tired of betrayal 0 Comments
Entries in May 2013
30 May enraged and humiliated 1 Comments
24 May tired 1 Comments
02 May Dreaming of freedom 2 Comments
Entries in April 2013
29 Apr Conflicted by flashbacks 2 Comments
22 Apr I feel like I'm going under 5 Comments
Entries in December 2012
10 Dec My shield is so heavy 3 Comments
Entries in October 2012
13 Oct Stuck with myself, mild trigger warning 3 Comments
03 Oct Why does the kindness of strangers always make me cry? 0 Comments
Entries in September 2012
18 Sep Sick today 2 Comments
17 Sep The face of evil 0 Comments
11 Sep Feeling like a ghost 0 Comments
06 Sep Symbolic dream 2 Comments
Entries in August 2012
23 Aug Reaching the end of my limit 1 Comments
22 Aug Laughing is better than crying 2 Comments
21 Aug Frustrated and disgusted 1 Comments
07 Aug can't stop crying- I'm broken 3 Comments
04 Aug Mistakes and the game of life 0 Comments
Entries in July 2012
18 Jul Woke up to old flashbacks, minor trigger warning 2 Comments
12 Jul Feeling sad tonight 3 Comments
02 Jul Saw my abuser last night and I'm still in one piece (sort of) 4 Comments
Entries in June 2012
29 Jun Trying to embrace the beauty in hope 2 Comments
20 Jun Just found out I will see my abuser in less than two weeks for the first time 3 Comments
19 Jun I've had enough 4 Comments
13 Jun I've remembered more of what he did to me- possible trigger 3 Comments
11 Jun Running through quicksand until I disappear 5 Comments
10 Jun Fed up with my so called mother 0 Comments
06 Jun Brief graphic flashback 3 Comments
Entries in May 2012
28 May angry texts from my ex 4 Comments
22 May Love DOESN'T conquer all 2 Comments
18 May Dealing with the first stage of divorce 1 Comments
17 May Feeling trapped in a dark place 0 Comments
15 May My heart is shattered 2 Comments
13 May I feel like my life is over- trigger warning 1 Comments
10 May Anyone have a spare hug? :( 3 Comments
10 May Anyone have a spare hug? :( 3 Comments
07 May I hope I'm not too late 5 Comments
03 May I want to be free 4 Comments
03 May My life is getting ridiculous 0 Comments
01 May Regrets 0 Comments

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