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My bbirthday

Posted by kimono , 30 September 2014 · 177 views

So this occurred 14 days after my 14th birthday. I don't even care about birthdays but i have realized that in order to get threw the anniversary of this horrible thing i have to be surrounded by friends and family and i have to stay extremely busy to keep myself distracted.


when does recovery or healing completely start

Posted by kimono , 30 September 2014 · 123 views

I've went to therapy. I am still going. I have wrote my story. I have shared my story. I have read it out loud and talked about it. Everytime I push threw it and hold my breath waiting for something to happen to feel better. To feel more whole to feel like i am recovering in some way but I still feel the same? ????? why am I not starting to heal? I kn...



Posted by kimono , 25 June 2014 · 108 views

I feel like I need to be in control of everything. I feel like I can't allow others to tell me what to do or give them any control over anything to do with me. I use to mistake this for being independent but I was wrong. I find it extremely difficult to let anyone else control anything in my life. I don't know how to fix this.

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