my crazy life
I don't want to die I'm too young I'm only 18....
I want to go to college
I want to find a job I love
I want to live in my own house
i want to find someone I can trul...
they believed me when I told them what my cousin did
they tried to protect me from my cousin but obvoiusly couldn't -which is probably the only reason he never raped me
they got me the help I needed with my aspergers
most of the time I feel like there doing their best to help me hea...
the fear of myself,of my own impulses didn't start with the SI.that is where my cursing issues started,I felt a strong urge to curse and it scared me .I...
why does it hurt so much?
Why do I hurt myself? it just seems like a strange and unatural thing to want to do.
how do I go to college now that I not only will have to keep safe from others but from myself?
why can't I believe I'm not crazy?
why do they have such shitty laws that I have to suffer while my cousin walks free?
why did my cousin hur...
you think I'm a good girl
but I'm not what I look like
you think that I don't curse
all those words are inside me,I'm just afraid to let them out
I tell you I'm a "virgin"
I am but I don't feel like one
not just because of my abuse
because I've had more orgasms with my own hands then most of you have...
1.even though I am going through all of this crazyness ,I can still do pretty well in school for the most part
2. I see everyone as equal no matter what race,gender,sezual orientation ,rel...