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Sixth Entry; Better?

Posted by Quiet.girl , 21 December 2014 · 183 views

Better, it is clearly a relative term and one of my least favorite terms.  It has been a long time since I came on here and I have made many great improvements but, by no means am I "Better."  I mean I am in comparison to myself previously at my worst but not to normal people, not to non-mentally-ill people, not even to where I wish I was....


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Fifth Entry; Speak

Posted by Quiet.girl , 13 October 2013 · 233 views

Speak, to talk using ones voice
Why can't I speak like a normal person, why can't I just be normal? I try so hard to pretend to be normal, I put on my princess dress up dress and steal my mothers make up, I paint myself as a normal, American, teenager. But then I step out side my head and again there I am just like before F R O Z E N. Stiff wit...


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Forth entry: Consequences

Posted by Quiet.girl , 16 September 2013 · 161 views

Consequences are the outcome of an action, or a string of actions.
CSA had several consequences in my life. From the time I was seven to fourteen most of my life is a blur and what I do remember feels more fictional than true. When I say something happened when I was little it mostly means six and under. At seven my innocence was taken away, I was no l...


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Third Entry: SOS

Posted by Quiet.girl , 15 September 2013 · 183 views

SOS save our ship, a plea for help when you need somebody else in order to survive, to keep going on.
Age 12 yearly physical, not a huge deal I'm getting older i can handle a physical, I hate shots but it can be alright. My mom complains to the doctor about my weekly fights with my dad when he's home on the weekends. I don't understand what...


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Second entry: The Path

Posted by Quiet.girl , 15 September 2013 · 216 views

The path is a way a person gets from one place to another. I would like to share my path here. How did I go from an innocent child to posting about CSA, SI, anxiety and depression?
I was seven. He was a trusted adult, I just a ignorant babe. He hurt me. What was I to do? Would my parents had believed me? I couldn't send my family through this, t...


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First entry: The Beginning

Posted by Quiet.girl , 15 September 2013 · 132 views

Most everything has a beginning and an end. Today is a beginning. To this blog and hopefully for some form of my recovery. In a race you can't see the finish line in the beginning. But you go on with faith that you will get there. You can't see the finish line for much of the race but you never know it could be around the next corner. Sometim...





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