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Posted by Alijo , 13 September 2014 · 46 views

feeling dead inside and that fear that sets of every nerve ending is there again, an ora of defence surround me as i am distant from everything. alone, used and now thrown to one side as my uses have expired for now. he took what he wanted, showed me he is in control, had no consideration to how i may feel. he sickens me, i sicken me, as i lie there motio...


screaming inside

Posted by Alijo , 01 September 2013 · 104 views

when will i stop feeling the need to keep the peace and just say to everyone ...go away.. leave me alone...i don't want any more family stuff and im so sick of being invisible....im here...im real... and im not going anywhere... i will find a way to make my feelings known and i refuse to be invisible any more...game on... good luck


What I liked & didn't like today

Posted by Alijo , 25 August 2013 · 89 views

I liked being confident in church setting ...big deal for me.... I set my own limits and said NO to the things I didn't want to do.
I liked completly ignoring the demanding text from hubs.....rather than texting back trying to get out of his traps.
I liked the way I've managed my nieces behaviour.
I liked that I didn't over eat because of the...

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