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Really?!? (TW)

Posted by aaronj331 , 11 September 2013 · 58 views

All these fucking people.
That want to come out of nowhere with there SHIT!
Allyuh need to stop playing with my FUCKING mind!
Cause it is not a mother cunting game!
REALLY WHAT THE FUCK!
I am not laying in the road for allyuh SHIT anymore
I dont care who is FUCKING vex.
That is allyuh DAM problem.
SHIT!
FUCK YOU TRINITY!!!...


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Looking for Angels (Skillet)

Posted by aaronj331 , 21 August 2013 · 74 views

Walk this world alone try to stay on my feet

Sometimes crawl, fall, but I stand up cause I'm afraid to sleep
And open my eyes to a new day, with all new problems 4. and all new pain
All the faces are filled with so much anger
Losing our dignity and hope from fear of danger
After all the wars, after settling the scores, at the break of dawn we will be deaf to the answers

There's so much bigotry, misunderstanding and fear
With eyes squinted and fists clinched we reach out for what is dear
We want it we want
We want a reason to live

We're on a pilgrimage
A crusade for hope
'Cause in our hearts and minds and souls we know
We need it we need
We need more than this

Going through this life looking for angels
People passing by looking for angels

Walking down the streets looking for angels
Everyone I meet looking for angels

So many nations with so many hungry people
So many homeless scrounging around for dirty needles
On the rise, teen suicide, when we will realize
We've been desensitized by the lies of the world

We're oppressed and impressed by the greedy
Whose hands squeeze the life out of the needy
When will we learn that wars, threats,
And regrets are the cause and effect of living in fear

Who can help protect the innocence of our children
Stolen on the internet with images they can't forget
We want it we want
We want a reason to live

We represent a generation that wants to turn back a nation
To let love be our light and salvation
We need it we need

We need more than this
I became a savior to some kids I'll never meet
Sent a check in the mail to buy them something to eat
What will you do to make a difference, to make a change?

What will you do to help someone along the way?
Just a touch, a smile as you turn the other cheek
Pray for your enemies, humble yourself, love's staring back at me
In the midst of the most painful faces
Angels show up in the strangest of places


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Ohana! ( You should really read it)

Posted by aaronj331 , 21 August 2013 · 69 views

Little words with a big meaning!!!!
Its means family.
Family means no one gets left behind.
Or forgotten.
Well yes.......
This forever will be what i will live by.
They are some many questions i wanted to ask.
To question is any of this was real in the beginning.
But Im not going to.
Because the shades of yesterday past.
Are just shades and you can get over it.
If you have to put me back in the "Brother zone" for things to go to normal.
Then do that!!!!!
But I don't mind still being classed as one of your"Best Friends"
Cause i would still feel important to you.
Well at least to be on that level.
Im sorry for the silence.
But i needed it to clear my mind so that i can write all these things and not be mad.
I forgive you!
I would always care for you.
This i can get over.
Other things (remaining questions) i can't get over.
But just not to be like everyone else that came and go.
I could put that aside.
And just believe that we were just made to be like "Friends"
So this is me getting everything off my chest.
It means family.
Family means no one gets left behind .
Or forgotten.
Ohana!!!!...


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#@%&...........

Posted by aaronj331 , 21 August 2013 · 57 views

Yes i may be mad about this and that's fine?
I should of prepared myself more for rejection.
Not blaming you for anything.
Cause its not your fault.
It was go to happen anyways.
And i don't want to do the childish thing.
But you know i should of listed to everyone.
But no!!!!!....... Me and my stupid self taught differently.
But when do we ever expect a carnival ride to go one forever?
One day we all have to go home.
And that just what it is.
I don't want to be mad at you.
But thats all apart of it as well.


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What happens?

Posted by aaronj331 , 14 August 2013 · 62 views

What happens in September?
What happens when 3am becomes 11pm?
What happens when its time really test this and it does not workout?
What happens if you leave?
What happens when the only time i would have with you is on Fridays?
What happens when i can't live up to your standards come June again?
What happens if these words were just words?
What happens if you believe me?
What happens when you stay?
What happens in October?
Where do you and i end up?
Just what happens?
And what happens when parents don't agree?
Sigh!!!!!!
My words are true and i believe yours as well!!!
Just want to know where do we head from here?


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Conversation!

Posted by aaronj331 , 07 August 2013 · 42 views

Its has already been hard for me.
All these fights and battles.
I did not know you personally back then.
Honestly did not know that you exist.
Maybe that's why all those fights came to be.
Not saying that you did not have a plan.
But God..... What are my motives.
Never really asked myself that question.
Huh!
You have allowed me to be in places for...


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Tie My Hands

Posted by aaronj331 , 03 August 2013 · 36 views

We are at war with the universe, the sky is falling
And the only thing that can save us now
Is sensitivity and compassion
But I know one thing's for sure
I'm gonna get my kicks before it all burns down

Yeah
Some say tragedy's hard to get over
But sometimes that tragedy means it's over
Soldier, from the academy league of rollers
I deny bei...


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Ugly Love

Posted by aaronj331 , 30 July 2013 · 123 views

I'm Trying but my visions is distorted
I've been fighting too long
I tend to run when things go wrong
It's easier to just give up
Cause it's only beauty when its ugly

I'm Trying but my feelings are distorted
I've been fighting too long
I tend to run when things go wrong
It's easier to just give up
Cause it's only beauty wh...


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Its the Truth

Posted by aaronj331 , 30 July 2013 · 30 views

So I told you that "I loved you"
And everything was fine,
I know the journey ahead,
I'm ready for it and for you,
I apology for impromptu meanness and I am willing to be completely open with you.
Me saying that I love you is no longer simple words.
It was proven to me by how intense and passionate our kiss was.
I said to myself that "tears...





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