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Velvateen Charlotte

Posted by LikeCharlotte , 16 May 2013 · 21 views

Another short entry. After last weekends debacle of being grabbed in a crowd I am afriad of stores, busses, trains and general closeness. I kniw it is irrational. I know it was one person in a huge crowd but it cannot be that I ALWAYS run into that ONE person. It is far more likely that the world is dangerous and these (string of curses) are everywhere. A...


Lost Time

Posted by LikeCharlotte , 15 April 2013 · 14 views

I am keeping this short because I am doing alright other than one incident. Friday night I was triggered, and I am not sure what it could have been. Possibly just an argument.
I don't remember the whole thing clearly. I only remember bits right now but I freaked out. I think I was pushed from behind but I was already upset. I don't know.
My pickin...


Something strange

Posted by LikeCharlotte , 04 April 2013 · 16 views

I'll keep this short. First I was picking, unconciously for a few days, then apparently I've been having nightmares all week. I usually remember them but I only remember a small flash of one. My one eyelid has been twitching for 5 days, possibly from lack of sleep but I don't recall being awake. At some point last night I started feeling dista...


Anxiety & Behavior

Posted by LikeCharlotte , 29 March 2013 · 14 views

Since I started writing my story and trying to open up I have found myself "picking" and not really being aware of it until I bleed or it hurts. I think it is a dissociation/anxious thing but I am taking a break until I feel I can control it. In the last week or so I have really messed up my scalp.

Maybe I am not as ready as I thought I was. One...



Posted by LikeCharlotte , 25 March 2013 · 9 views

I am not sure if my settings for this blog are correct. Does guest mean people who are not regular members of Pandy's?
I want to let people see my blog but I am not sure if my settings are correct. I don't know anyone here yet so I cannot make a private club just yet. I guess I am just a little nervous. If anyone can enlighten me as to who can see...

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