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Cried for the first time in months

Posted by Brian09 , 17 November 2013 · 221 views

Perhaps it's because I'm always surrounded by guys who are or act tough is that I don't allow myself to cry. Even alone in my home. 
I have told myself several times that it's alright to cry if I need to but I always find myself trying not to. My father's words always ring in my head about being a man and being strong. Sorry to say father, but today...


Another Day

Posted by Brian09 , 15 March 2013 · 80 views

It's hard sometimes to remember all the good things I have in my life, all the things I have accomplished because of bad memories of the events that occurred.
Smiling helps but it can hurt too. Because everyone thinks that I am fine when I'm not. But at the same time I don't have to explain anything.
I try every day to remember the good thing...


My first post (ever, anywhere)

Posted by Brian09 , 14 March 2013 · 85 views

Not really sure if there is a format or structure when writing a blog. Never been a good writer, even when I was in school. But that was a few years back. Came across this place not long ago and finally decided to join.
This is not the easiest thing for me to do because not too long ago I didn't even think I had a reason for being here.
I guess I shou...

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