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*T* my sister

Posted by one.day. , in Its all in the Past? - my story, Rambles 02 June 2013 · 185 views

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Strong triggers, su related.
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Sorry






When the ambulance came, I was sat in the bath you. I wouldn't let you go. I clung to you, hugging you, crying, don't leave me. The paramedic tried to pull me away. I knew you had gone. Your hair hung wrong, still wet. Your face was still. You were so cold. Your hands didn...


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Memories

Posted by one.day. , in Its all in the Past? - my story, Rambles 27 March 2013 · 173 views

I want it to go away. I want to feel clean and stop the memories. I want my sister to be here. I want the guilt to move away. I wish as the words are written, the past will disappear.

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He had come home. My sister held my hand. My brother whispered that we should go. He crashed through the front door. The side table and ornaments flying e...


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Nics Saved Me

Posted by one.day. , in Its all in the Past? - my story, Rambles 28 January 2013 · 175 views

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*abuse, su mention*
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I miss her so much.







My sister and I looked at each other. This would be his new game. He knew we would both go to him. We were trying to save each other. He would find this funny. It would mean that day, we would both get hurt.

At night, my sister and I would beg each other, not to go. If it...


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I found my diary from being a child.

Posted by one.day. , in Its all in the Past? - my story, Rambles 30 December 2012 · 181 views

I just want to feel like a normal kid. I want to be able to play with people from my class. I'd love for my mum to come to parent's evening or even remember to buy food for the fridge. I mean she isn't a bad mum but I do wish things were different. I don't want to tip toe around not knowing if its a good day or a bad day. I do know some of...


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From: He stole my chance. *t*

Posted by one.day. , in Here and Now - my story, Its all in the Past? - my story, Rambles 29 December 2012 · 154 views

I wish things could be different, I wish I could hear you, watch you grow. I take comfort in knowing you and being looked after by my big sister in a better place. I bet you are a spolit little thing, dressed head to toe in pink and repeating god only knows what swears that fall out of my sisters mouth. I hope you know you were loved and still are. I have...


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He Had no Name

Posted by one.day. , in Its all in the Past? - my story, Rambles 01 December 2012 · 144 views

When my sister, brother and I were out on the streets. We started out happy. We had favourite haunts, one being the beach band stand. Their was a roof and enough shelter from the weather. No one questioned our absence. We had each other, we felt safer than ever.

Once we met a man who looked hardened and aged by the streets. He had been drinking and was...


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I'm Sorry

Posted by one.day. , in Its all in the Past? - my story, Rambles 01 December 2012 · 145 views

How can I live knowing you aren't here? To have the physical scars but nothing to show, no one to hold. To fantasize of our life, to know it could have changed. To share a love, a bond but unrequited at the time. To know I never met you but you already knew me. To understand your innocent heart beating but to ignore and hurt you. To let him extinguis...


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*t su* Do you still wish on the stars?

Posted by one.day. , in Its all in the Past? - my story 30 November 2012 · 172 views

When I found my sister lying their everything stopped. I saw the story in slow motion.

I remember coming home from school, I had brought back food and clothes and my grading sheet. I was so excited and thought nicola would be so happy. I burst through the front door. The house was ransacked. The first thing I thought is that my step father had been aroun...


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I never saved them. (my story)

Posted by one.day. , in Its all in the Past? - my story, Rambles 19 November 2012 · 332 views

Iíve struggled to speak out. I think if I am able to write some of what has happened, there could be hope that I will eventually say something aloud. I didn't finish it, I'm not in that place yet to be able to. I'm so very sorry that someone might read this but also very thankful at the same time. I've never seen everything in words. I tri...


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I never saved them, 2. (my story)

Posted by one.day. , in Its all in the Past? - my story, Rambles 19 November 2012 · 95 views

The big brother role of c was lost. We slipped up when taking things and making home, we stayed in one place too long. C was making money but it was just getting spent on drugs. People would come looking for us and me or n would be beaten up if he couldn't be found.

We never left a place without him. Some days we would get desperate and think of go...





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