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slowly...

I feel myself drifting. It hurts to smile. Fun things are a bore. Lost my appetite. My grades are dropping rapidly. I'm struggling to not hurt myself. I'm fading away slowly....

Reliving it.

Two weeks ago, it happened again. Someone different, someone I thought I could trust. I told him what happened to me and what my triggers are, but he took advantage all of it. I layed there in shock as he satisfied himself for an hour. I keep getting told it will be okay, an that I'm not alone, but how do I know it won't happen again. And...
Honostly it my not have been my fault but it was avoidable.. I went to my friends boyfriends birthday party who was turning 21, so there was alcohol, so I got sucked into it, and I was going thru a bad breakup, so I just said f*** it. His friend, who was turning 21 in two months he told me, was pouring my shots. 5 months ago, I was only 15 and I...

disappointed

I'm constantly reading about how if your assaulted you gatta tell someone, and what happens to minors, and how its not your fault... the problem is, it is my fault. I'm so disappointed in myself. I 100% could have avoided it. And I'm scared to talk but thats the the only way I'll be truely happy again... im absolutly terrified...

...first off..

My name is not Floretta, that's my middle name. I'm not comfortable sharing my first and last name. I joined this chat thing about 3 hours ago. I am 16 years old. I had my incident on May 11th, 2012. So about 5 months ago. I don't know what to do or how cope. I have a boyfriend who is very supportive, his parents suggested I try this....
 
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