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In Veneration



Posted by BR26 , 28 December 2012 · 19 views

Sometimes I dream. Well, more often than not, I dream now. I don't recall ever dreaming as much before. I chalk it up to a side effect of my new anxiety medication which happens to be doing wonders for my chest pain. I suppose it is a logical trade-off...no chest pain for weird, exotic, illogical, and/or terrifying dreams. Unfortunately, the terr...


That Last Gasp

Posted by BR26 , 30 September 2012 · 14 views

As of late, I have felt that it is just a bit more of a struggle to breathe. Like I am taking my very last gasp of air each time. I cannot see any reason for this, but I just notice that it is happening. It feels like I have to recruit every muscle fiber in my body to will the air in, enough air in, because it just does not seem like it is enough. And...



Posted by BR26 , 23 September 2012 · 12 views

It has been four years. Four years and still tick tocking away in this state of permanent remembrance. Though I feel much less like a ship wavering to and fro on the sea, there is still this permanence. For me, I have not only permanence of mind, but a physical reminder that I will carry with me for the rest of my life. It is one thing to have the mem...

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