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The Circle

Posted by paintinblue2013 , in Poems 20 January 2014 · 122 views

She stood by and heard the cries
She flinches as she heard the beatings
She sat in silence as her mother was put down
And told to shut up
She walked along side tip toeing on egg shells
She only grew up counting the days until turning 18
Planning her one escape, the only thing for freedom
She stood by to hearing the women talk


The Demon That Becomes Real

Posted by paintinblue2013 , in Uncategorized, Poems 21 February 2013 · 96 views

We see what we watch while playing as they allow
Hiding under clovers not to hear a sound
What is next again, the bills, our spills,
Oh those walls where thin, hearing whispers, and slaps
As children try to find delight
In the hell of their parents suffering, the twisted game of life

As we start off born blinded only for world to give us scares


Language of Survivors

Posted by paintinblue2013 , in Poems, Uncategorized 21 February 2013 · 98 views

Language of Survivors is written in hours of failed suicide
Attempts cause by thoughts of undeserving breaths
Replaying over and over as memories fills with slaps
Of drunken fools holding back hands in protest
Not thinking much differently than a bull in heat
Like a boulder not budging, trapped beneath,
Touch it weakens minds as only frozen moments in t...


Going Crazy Day By Day

Posted by paintinblue2013 , in Uncategorized, Poems 21 February 2013 · 96 views

Going Crazy Day by Day
A chemical imbalance
Is what they say
Going Crazy Day by Day
Broken feeling, senses off
Helping a pull of mind slip away
Going Crazy Day by Day
Feeling of insanity, confirmed by
Voices getting louder, one, two, or three
Telling me Iím wrong
Contradicting memories flood open heavily
What will it take, make it go away
Going Crazy Day...

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