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Still want this (tw) (old post)

Posted by Simpletruth , 09 October 2014 · 0 views

You keep asking me what I want.
So here it is.
I want soft tender kisses,
Lip kisses,
Neck kisses,
Throat kisses,
Everywhere kisses.
All over.
I want tugging.
Pulling.
Grabbing.
Rough, callous hands.
Smooth, tender eyes.
I don't want sex.
But maybe everything else.
Maybe you can rewrite old wrongs,
With more than just looks.
Maybe we can re-tell the story...


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Screaming...

Posted by Simpletruth , 03 June 2014 · 33 views

TW
This won't make sense.
But maybe I should sleep.
Or die.
Or something. 
Something permanent.


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Tired

Posted by Simpletruth , 29 March 2014 · 56 views

What the hell am I doing?
What am I doing?
I'm so exhausted.
So ridiculously exhausted.


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I don't know...

Posted by Simpletruth , 22 March 2014 · 39 views

Don't overreact.
That's what I keep telling myself.
But I can't help it.
I'm panicking.
Hard.
And I don't know what to do.
And he's not helping,
He's contributing.
Great.
I can't do this.
Things can't fail right now.
I'm barely holding on.
Sigh


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Dying

Posted by Simpletruth , 22 March 2014 · 49 views

I've always tried to not be dependent,
But I got triggered,
And now I feel nauseous.
Sick.
Hungry.
Idk.
And he won't get up.
I don't know what to do...


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I quit tw for language

Posted by Simpletruth , 19 March 2014 · 61 views

I quit at school,
I quit at life,
I quit at every fucking thing.
The one thing that I wanted to do is slowly being yanked from me,
Again!
Again!
Why did I not prep myself for this inevitable failure.
Stupid bitch.
Stupid fucking bitch.


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Stupid tw

Posted by Simpletruth , 25 February 2014 · 54 views

Stupid fool.
No joy,
I will take it.
No pills.
None.
You will have it taken.
Cut me open.
Cut me.


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I did it.

Posted by Simpletruth , 22 February 2014 · 51 views

I applied to university.
I did.
And I am so proud.


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Confused

Posted by Simpletruth , 18 February 2014 · 56 views

I'm tired and confused.
It's like staring,
It's pretending,
And now it's like I'm being ignored.
Maybe I ignored you too?
Nope, I didn't...
Sigh.
Forget it.


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I don't know

Posted by Simpletruth , 11 February 2014 · 46 views

I don't know what to do.
I'm trying,
Gosh I'm trying,
So hard,
But the tears are there,
Lingering behind.
I don't know.
Today was hard.
Too hard.
I'm dying...






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