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Forever Forward



Posted by LBinON , in creative 29 July 2012 · 54 views

So obscene
The rending of flesh and hope
The stripping away of the sacred
Tortured forced shattered

Be patient
Learn to function and you grow
Steadily rebuild the whole of me
Fragile fearful tenuous

Go forward
Move past the fear and horror
You build vibrant and whole now
Strong stable complete

No escape
The terror is back so strong
Discover you are not...


The failures

Posted by LBinON , in creative 29 July 2012 · 62 views

My Father Failed to be present
SC failed to protect me
My attacker failed to be humane
The Church failed to report the assaults
My Mother failed to seek justice and healing
The Police failed to acknowledge the crime
The Priest failed to explain the churches action
SC failed to maintain my anonymity
I failed to blame only him

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