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The Eve of Christmas

24 December 2012
Posted by SFP  
Family gatherings bring along with it Christmas triggers. I'm surprised at the emotions that I am having, and have for the last few days.
My mother is in town, not to excited about it and I feel bad because of it. I love my mother, but damn if I am not still angry at her. Getting together with the whole family tomorrow, not looking forward...
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More than a thought

30 April 2012
Posted by SFP  
I signed up here reluctantly in February I think it was. I never thought I would write on here, participate in any way, much less talk with anyone.
I am soooooo glad that I found this place, so glad.

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Posted by SFP  
I recently have come back from a major meltdown. Never had one that was as bad as it was and believe me I have had some nasty ones. This one scared me on how deep I went and where I wanted to go.
So the night before my typical schedule of seeing her the next day, after I told her I quit at my prior session, she calls (my T). I told her I think...
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Just a vent

25 March 2012
Posted by SFP  
For what do I owe this atrocity to.
What did a child do to warrant such atrocity.
What can a child do to warrant an atrocity.
A child can't. A child is innocent of any wrongdoing of the wrong that was exacted upon that child.
I am innocent of any wrongdoing, utterly, completely, totally, without any doubt whatsoever, innocent, period and of...
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Posted by SFP  
Feeling like I am starting my downward trend. Don't have a clue why. Went and taught kayaking tonight, talked with some friends, then I came home.
I look at my home and I can't believe how messy it is. It's 1:30 in the morning and I am up typing when I should be sleeping. I know that would be the healthy choice to make. That what...
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Posted by SFP  
Just wrote something that kind of hit home for me.
While I have not put any details about my history, it very nice to come here knowing that everyone knows that I have one, a history of the abuse I endured.
Something that I don't have to be concerned about hiding, or watching what I say so my secret doesn't get out.
For me I find...
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Posted by SFP  
I read, and my heart breaks. I am so filled with compassion when I read of the atrocities and the struggles. I personally know of both the atrocities and the struggles. I know what it's like to be a child and suffer at the hands of a male, which brings me to the reason of my title.
I want to reply but I don't. I want to express my...
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I read, and my heart breaks. I am so filled with compassion when I read of the atrocities and the struggles. I personally know of both the atrocities and the struggles. I know what it's like to be a child and suffer at the hands of a male, which brings me to the reason of my title.
I want to reply but I don't. I want to express my...
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Posted by SFP  
Feeling kind of lost right now. Somewhere between the place that I have known and been accustomed to for so long and somewhere else. It's like a void, not really a desolate place, nor empty, just somewhere else.
I can't really say that it's an onset to my depression, although I can't say it isn't. Not feeling to much of...
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Posted by SFP  
I can't tell you how many times I have typed in this blog box and erased it every single time.
I don't know why I do that, I really have no clue. Maybe because I am still hiding in some way, which seems contradicting being here at Pandora's. There's a sort of admiration I have to those who post openly about where they are, and...
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