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Hate Hate Hate menopause

22 April 2013
Posted by DTC40  
No sleep and pain in areas of my body that causes flashbacks and memories. It seems when the good things finally get into my life and I am starting over in a new place and happy, the full force of menopause hits me. I have been going through this mildly for about a year and in the past three weeks it is like my body has decided to hate me. No...
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I have been fighting with bone cancer for three years. Lately the docs put me on a pain med that after taking for six months I found out was synthetic heroine. The last time I went to the ER they gave me a pain med one step stronger than Morphine and it took away the bone pain but gave me a migraine so bad I was hallucinating. Today, for the...
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I am three years out of an abusive marriage. I have finally completely broken free and moved several states away. My ex and I have four children together. One adult son and three teenage daughters. I am having mixed feelings about dating. I know the statisticss that men who are not the biological father are more likely to sexually abuse a...
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settling in

24 March 2013
Posted by DTC40  
Things are beginning to feel normal, like a routine. I got a referal to a doctor and possible way to get my meds at a discounted price. All things that had me worried. It has been cloudy and kinda cold or to me anyway, lol. I am always cold. I was hopingSome for a sunny day today so I could take the kids to the beach my youngest daughter is...
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Frustrated with anxiety

23 March 2013
Posted by DTC40  
It seems to stupid to me. I have been talking about and planning for this move to Florida for three years. Finally at last I am here, I should be excited and happy and over the moon. I am content, however I keep having small panic attacks. I wish I could pinpoint what it causing them. It is just being in a new place. I feel stupid for...
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We all got to St. Pete save and sound. My ex is refusing to take any calls from the kids. He knows the only way he can hurt me is to hurt the kids. What the idiot does not realize or maybe does not care is that he is hurting his three daughters. Our oldest daughter is 16 and she calls every night and he will not answer. Our 20 yr old son...
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Getting out of here

15 March 2013
Posted by DTC40  
The only reason I am waiting to move was so my son could work out his two week notice. He has already done that but they scheduled him another two days past his two week notice. I told him that when he went to work tonight to tell them he needed to go ahead and leave. When he gets home in the morning at 7 am, while he gets some sleep myself and...
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Frustrated

14 March 2013
Posted by DTC40  
I gave in and went to my ex husbands house where he lives with his mother for the kids to have dinner with them. My ex's sister was in the states from Israel and the kids had not seen her in two years and with us moving to Florida on Monday I knew it could be another couple years before they might get to see her. My ex has been acting so...
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Feeling trapped

17 February 2013
Posted by DTC40  
I feel so trapped in the situation I am in. I know the saying if you do not like where you are change it. I have worked and worked to change the situation to get things together to move to another state and get away from my ex husband who abused me. It seems that I make one step forward and two steps back. The last set back with paying so much...
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Day by Day

18 July 2012
Posted by DTC40  
Had to half my Lamictal dose from the high dose the doc at the hospital put me on. I was itching and going nuts. Had to drop from 400 mg back down to 200 mg. Doing a great deal better than I thought I would. I have found that Tylenol PM really helps take away the headache pain, but down side is it makes me sleepy. I just take one. I am just...
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